The Chinese Restaurants in Russia

There’s something alike china in Russia, here in St Petersburg. The walking of people and the massiveness of crowd engaging outside of the Moscow Railway Station.

I always feel an impulse killing me when I’m alone, it’s a periodic thing, it’ll strike time by time, as long as I got my sight interlaced with others. The fear of being stared is something I can’t control, till now I still can’t understand why people are staring at me or either just watching me when i’m passed by.

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About Socilize

I guess the most unpredictable thing about human many be each other can’t read their minds, we’re born to be dwelling in our own world.

It’s strange, I can never understand what those other people thinking in their minds, it’s so hard to get what their worlds are like.

Socializing requires minds-reading ability, you can’t literally read minds, but you can react after reactions, follow other people’s leads and strike when is needed. I think some people are doing swell in this, personally, I can do this but it’s tiresome for me to keep doing it along. I long for the ability to read minds, the ability to understand others’ hearts saying, what they want, what they are thinking, what they concern, what their secrets are… It’s thrilling to read minds, figuratively.

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About Family

You know, when we are talking about family. We are like talking about all the messy stuff out there in a hole. But when I look back at my family, and the history of it, what consists of this family, the three of us, my father, my mother and me, but the point is, my parents, they’re just some really plain to dirt and regular petty citizens in this society.

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Overwatch Heroes Names Origins

Here are some of the guesses and thoughts from me and others.

Tracer is because she blinks like a trace round.

Widowmaker is just the spider thematic also the part where she made herself a widow by killing her husband.

Reaper was given to Reyes because people say that he looks like the grim reaper.

Some names like Pharah and Zarya are nicknames to pronounce their names easier, fareeha amari and alexandra zaryanova, respectively.

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About Death

Humans are wired to be afraid to death. It’s an instinct of the very raw subconsciousness.

I once asked my grandma whether she’s afraid of death, she says she’s about to death and she’s not that scared of death itself. She’s already 76 years old, she’s old enough and had enough of what she was meant to have as the role and class she attended in the society in her lifetime.

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The Quote Genius

This guy, Nelson, is one of the greatest people of the current century. What he says and what he does are all the things the people would care and praise.

Have to say, the man is real a great deal meant to be.

I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.

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Mind Prison

Horrible as it is, we live in a heavily media/information control country. It’s like cages, endless space within but with completely surrounded bars. I was horrified at once when I come to realize that what we are actually facing and against.

I was doing some researches bout how to enhance the VPN of mine for a better experience online, but after the readings, or should I say, after the horrific facts that present to us from the past to the present, and maybe lasting forever to the future. I felt astonished, horrified, suffocating. The truth is, we can’t fight against them, they are too strong too powerful to us, here we don’t even make a force. The control of government has already been professional and specialized, they restrain their own countrymen at their will. The battle had and has already risen to a level where even experts can’t efficiently handle and tackle the situation of the GFW filtering. They are well funded and very capable, it’s difficult as well as ordinary people trying to get outside. Their deeds are ugly, very ugly, from any point of views. It’s devious doings.

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